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Through all the ups,all the downs, Some will be there, some can't be found. If they won't care as they should, so be it. This is life in the way that I wish to see it.

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.michelle lim.
.18 +1 +1 +1= 21 o.o
.12.Nov.1988
.student.

-a wonderful family where all her siblings are married.hence has a total of 6 people supporting (hopefully) and subsidising (hopefully as well) her and her two little super adorable nephews :)
-getting in and out of her comfort zone, searching for a place where she belongs

^the aspiration^

.aspire to be more realistic and maybe at the same time something beautiful might happen to me

^the desires

to be passionate, have interest in something.

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.wm.

.yuu.

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Songs, Calender or watever u want here

20071031

hmm somtimes i wish you guys would come online more often. so i wouldn't feel we're drifting or something. maybe i'm still the little girl that needs loads of you'll attention, but i need something beside to make sure every thing's gonna be alright and not kept telling me what to do. i want to be more involved so i know i at times could be useful to you guys. i know we never really talked about much still but i'll be happy enough when any of you're there so i can vent or whine. i know everyone's busy with their stuff, but if only you still remember there's this little me..

~ { 10/31/2007 08:40:00 pm }
wish upon the star;

20071027

like balloons, it fades eventually
like footprints on sand, people come and goes

who knows what would happen in the future
who knows what would happen tomorrow

i wish i know what i want
i wish i had a wish

why are people so different
why does emotions varies so much

i wish i know what i'm thinking
i wish i'm true with what i'm thinking

~ { 10/27/2007 11:06:00 pm }
wish upon the star;

20071024

exam

hi everyone, this is the pre exam stressed out michelle. what happened? it's probably due to the world most annoying bitchy *****@^&%!*$)@ English teacher ms jennifer antulov. i can't helped but hate her this much. maybe not hate but just, purely dislike and by looking at her gives me migrant. school with her is as good as hell. it's always her that destroy my day in school or day. might even be weeks since i've declared my dislike of her to others. i don't give a damn shit about her and i'm gonna wag tomorrow's last forever english double!!

phew! what else.. pre exam stressing?? 6 marks gone for math dur to units and dec error (bloody michelle just remember to put your $$ sign!! figures comes with unit!! bloody remember that!! write it down on a piece of paper, burn it and drink it if that's what you have to do!!OMG!! and what what's 20+45?? uh uh 75! shit can't even do simple calculation.. and what?! can't you bloody read questions??! people asking for fraction why give percentage??!! all As gone now, what about accounting? uh uh is your average a C? uh 60% uh? Cs?? where's your 80s and 70s and econs.. damn why do i have to lose all interest in econs.. well can't blame me for that. i've practically lose interest in everything.. maybe like what johnson said, to escape from the cycle of being a human, we should all become a hermit. ahhhH!! i'm soo !! angry? depressed? i'm not depressed.. i'm getting insane! arggh hope this friday graduation ceremony would cheer me up a little and pooooh!! 2 weeks of intensive revision and ready for battle!! battle of the MAEE (math accounting english and econs).anything nice? not at all today gosh... bad stuff?? i'll list them down
1. wasted 20mins in library doing nothing alone
2. got kicked out of library with dianne
3. told off by jennifer anti (my mark's 62, she calculated 56 and said "are you doubting my calculations? i wish i could give her a tight slap at that point of time, but simply stare at her for a few sec)
4. math result was simply disappointing
5. johnson and nicholas (either one) stole my smarties which i've worked hard for it from teacher (they got more than one and i had none but that's not the point. they're being mean!!)
6. got watered
7. dad's car window's spoiled. waited in hot sun to make sure van doesn't get break into
8. no mood for chocolate
9. mom's nagging (everyday!! ggeeezz!!)
10. bit my lips
11. haven done much revision
(that's bascially sum of my day today) ahlas michelle!! may god bless you and do good in exam thank you

~ { 10/24/2007 12:21:00 am }
wish upon the star;

20071019

if hair gets wet, we use a hair dryer to dry it. what about tears? do you think it might work well too?
if somethings' lost, what can be done to gain it back?
if "it's" heart were to numb one day, what can be done ?
if "it" would to disappear one day, the world would still goes one..
as if "it" never existed nor pfff as if anyone cares..

sometimes, it's just sad when people closest to you failed to notice how you're feeling and etc. most of the time you might realized they tend to care about how they're feeling and what you should do to make them feel better. i wonder what's all this life thingy about.. what is life without having any interest in anything. what could be worst, is not having any interest and not able to achieve in anything. so bascially your life's pretty much useless. if i were to die once, would i still cherish my life? well i'll probably am one of those people who tend to do much useless thinking and no actions. ahlas! let us welcome our future, hoping for the best of it..

~ { 10/19/2007 11:14:00 pm }
wish upon the star;

20071016

ahhhn

well, was the scariest morning ever. the moment we reached school (me yaojun and michelle), coincidently agonie came out, saw us and started clenching her fist and jaws. @.@ me and michelle started huddling together and not moving. that's how scary agonie power is. took back english section A (22/30) not too bad, and econs part A and B (60%) not very good. and my bloody essay's gonna make it worst @.@. ahhh mocks making everyone depressed.. OMG OMG OMG! tee's in 2 weeks time! ahhhhh. and no idea why, feeling hell sluggish this few days, weeks i should say ie: get tired all the time, sleep really early, no appetite (even chocolate at times which is WEIRD!!) and loads.. ahh exam stress syndrome? nah.. don't think so.. just, i can't wait to get over with this!! hello singapore people! await for my arrival!! hohohoho!!

~ { 10/16/2007 09:57:00 pm }
wish upon the star;

20071013

after mocks?

mocksmocksmocks!! mocks exam! finally over. so much stuff had happened during the period while i wasn't actively blogging. =) ie: tests before back to sg.sister's wedding. sept trip back to sg. my mocks after trip back. it's only what, not even a mth. so much stuff had happened. how i wish some software that could detect what you're thinking and we can select if we would want to store such and such memory into that software. so thinking so much stuff before but damn..can't remember. maybe i should set up a STM club (short term memory).

reckon, eye's the best camera after all but of course, it's always nice to have mobile camera= evidence. since not everyone see the same stuff (even though it's the same object etc etc..) oh btw, today's accounting paper was the worst i ever had. probably due to fact that didn't sleep at all, brain not in maximum capacity hence can't process efficiently. was talking to a friend, thinking how we missed sec school days. i wonder, if in the future, i would talk to my colleague or etc etc about how i miss high school days. but the thing is, i suppose there isn't anyone who has similar experience atm since! not even sure if sg or au's the right one for me. that's still ages to talk about that. ok, let's used the usefulness of mobile camera to picture life over the past few weeks.

the new me me!!