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20070812
hello where?
i'm confused. i still am. after 2 years and i still can't decide. it's alright, i've got another 4 years to make this decision.. but what would everything turn out to be after 4 years. it's pretty long.. i wonder.. how's everyone. how i wish someday i could read people's thoughts.. hmm but i wouldn't like others to read mine..so it not a really nice thing to do uh.. sigh.

"life's like a race." it's just i don't know where's this race leading me to.constant de ja ve's driving me insane. replay of history. going through the same obstacles again. i hate those crap! so shit stuff. they're so crap! is that part of growing? if it's so i don't wanna grow. what am i aiming for? to be successful? what's so typical. which idiot do not want to be successful. be more realistic. what do you want? what do you want to achieve in your life? michelle what the heck do you want. is accounting what you want? or is accounting what your mom wants. nvm.. what do you want? have you work/race towards it? what are you gonna do? doubt you know what you want in life.. you don't even know what you want now..don't even know whether you should step forward or backwards.

i hate you people. i hate everyone. everyone single of one you confuse me.. when did i turn violent. when did i started constantly biting myself. when did i started punching.. what happened? maybe, scar that's deep in me haven heal in the 1st place.. it's all a dream. dream is differentiate into 2 categorize: sweet dreams and nightmares.. however there's only one reality. some people's lucky some people's not.

please feed me with more chocolates.. maybe i'll feel a little better. =)

~ { 8/12/2007 12:09:00 pm }
wish upon the star;