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20070605
perth vs singapore
tell me, is it a good idea to come here after all? is it a good idea that i stay back for yr 11 (studying in public school) instead of foundation as a international student? what's are the opportunity cost?
is it worth it, that i've to put down everything behind in Singapore; my family, friends, freedom and independence? and come here to build another foundation to find out probability of staying is 50 50? to learn to adapt, adjust my lifestyle, afraid losing what i used to be, use to have. get attached and lose it again?
living in sg? what will it turn out to be? staying in perth? how would things turn out in sg, what will the outcome be?
studying in which Uni? should i do double? i have to go Uni cause it's the whole main purpose of coming here. to get into Uni (am i worthy though). i should at least complete Uni or else i'll be so unworthy for the family.
PR? bloody blood sucker govt!

why do you made some decision and not work for it? why do you make us work so hard and decide you've made a bad choice? why do you have me make me lost faith and hope to gain my faith? why do you have to make me feel bad always? you worked hard. we worked hard. question, did we worked hard enough? to lose or gain hope. to work harder or to give up? what do you want?

~ { 6/05/2007 10:49:00 am }
wish upon the star;