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20070430
finished english esssay!!
had a busy week before..work non-stop.sat after nail studio, sun at mommy's shop.what's my job, basically i do everything i can; take orders, serve, prepare food, cut, fried them, take away.gosh! brought my stuff there to do only wrote like a sentence or two.but hey! that's a good thing.means our business's not bad.but reckon food they selling's cheap. pretty difficult to cover all the expenses and stuff. and night time, went back there for dinner cause uncle came. he's gonna meet his friends at burswood(casino) though daddy's not going cause he gotta wake up like really early in the morning like 3am? to work. but since i haven finish my english essay, decided not to join them. imagine a rainy, cold day, left this poor girl alone at home doing her work where everyone's out enjoying themselves. and yea, managed to finished my script and essay draft and good copy. work till daddy woke up for work. why also thanks to korkor for helping me editing for 2-3hs while trying to separate his hamsters. gosh! i waited so long but still, he helped! what more can i expect! woke up slightly later then what i used to, get ready all ready for school and happily thinking of what to say to my teacher for talking so long to hand in the essays and that i finally gonna get rid of this burden. and she's bloody not in school today! dame! and i've brought that thick Dracula to return her too! dammit! of all times, only today absent. whyyyyy?!! sigh -_-

was to tired to whole day, oh cause concentration on eng so didn't finish accounting essay. when agonie wanna check, i'm like slot it between my files and left for lunch, hoping she doesn't find out i didn't complete. well back from lunch, she's like giving out the good copy for the essay,asking who hasn't got it, since only yaojun and i haven't had one, she's like ms 1 please. then agonie checked hers and stuff and i'm like @.@ oh no oh no.. then pretend talking to michelle not paying attention to agonie, came over to see if i did my essay. thank god i've got good reputation, she didn't even check! just glance like 1/4 of my paper and gave me the good copy! ababaahahha!! LUCKY!! awww but i was freaking tired and today's accounting so intense!! after accounting, keke home sweet home, but bloody weather doesn't cooperate.. rain have heavily, got drench even with umbrella so went to the nearby hmm i dunno what's that called. somewhere were kids hangout after school where there's activity and free food for people (but they give expired food sometimes). played ping pong. can't remember when's the last time i played! not very good at it but hehe not the worst. was pretty good among them actually! keke! at least i look pretty cool. gagagag! ok then called daddy to fetch me home.. ^^ and now i'm freaking tired.. tearing... baaaahhhhh!!!

~ { 4/30/2007 05:24:00 pm }
wish upon the star;

20070428
2nd work day
2nd time working. we get paid every sat i think? so i get pay eveytime i go to work. kekek! 50 a day. hmm what i did today. did more stuff i suppose? i'm just not those hanging there doing nothing person and get paid, that kind of job sucks. hmm what i did, preparing and cleaning up the pedicure, remove polish, those cleaning stuff, and today, kekeke practice painting on actual people! one on a 6 yr old girl.. dammit -.- and she kept moving. i'm like hell nervous. another's on my colleague. wasn't too bad you know.. hee at least she likes it and kept asking me to redo cause she kept accidentally smudge or yea close. and they said it's pretty!! (well i think they mean pretty for a beginner) and i'm pretty please because i'm hopeless with nails and polish. ask geraldine how bad i did her nails the last time. even i can't stand it... -.- well maybe because her nail polish's dodgey. kekeke.

wasn't very lucky today. met with some not very nice stuff during work but it's alright, i'm new. but when home, gosh! i forgot my keys. and hey, it's autumn and it's cold during the night (thank god i brought my jacket) so went to yaojun's family shop to bi nan! waited for syd for around 1-2hs? finally came home and HUNGRY!!! food foood!! watch 1 esp of hana kimi and off to work soon!!

gogogo!! 加油加油加油！！ aza aza fighting!! to stay positive, be positive. even you know you're lame.. 冲啊！！

~ { 4/28/2007 07:05:00 pm }
wish upon the star;

1 life live it..
i'll try my best

~ { 4/28/2007 12:09:00 am }
wish upon the star;

Michelle Lim 加油加油加油！！ hang in there!! you can do it yes you can! hakuna matata uh!? fight fight fight! where's the optimistic michelle lim goes? back right away! where's the happy michelle goes?! find your way back

Let's dance like no one is praising us
Let's sing like no one is listening to us
Let's live like today is the doomsday
Let's love like we have never been hurt before.


~ { 4/28/2007 12:03:00 am }
wish upon the star;

20070425
hakuna matata
hakuna matata! depending you watched which movie. lion king refers to "no worries" or "no problem" or 200 pound beauty; "Africans believe it grant them their wishes". both meaning are nice. also hakuna matata's a place in africa (safari i suppose) ^^ don't be suprised if i got myself a hakuna matata tattoo..keke since i'm so you yuan fen with it. plus, isn't it nice to have something that reminds you not to worry all the time?! ^^ alright, hakuna matata shall be my motivation from now!

well just finished watching 200 pounds beauty yesterday, obviously expecting me talking about it right?! keke! of course, dl their soundtrack are part of the practice after a show.. what else, reflection time. what if i'm 200 pound too?! @.@ "hanna the worthless, jenny the fortune" same person with same voice with same heart (almost the same) just different appearance changed so much and has such a big impact on their lives. it depicts typical men too, the way they treat pretty and ugly women. and the way they can accept "un-normal" women except then theirs. how important one's appearance and character is it?? when asked, most people would say they choose character. once asked my bro, when you look for a gf, what characteristic do you look at. he said their character of course, but if there's no even basic appearance, i wouldn't even that girl and of course, wouldn't know her inner beauty. but you know, life's pretty fair. though she's fat and ugly, she has a fantastic voice ( in the show) and people admire her for that. at least people like her for who she is. and it's people, that aren't that perfect compared to the "more perfect" (as in good looking people) are people that are kind, that cherish, wouldn't ask for more; warm heart people.
moral of the reflection: don't worry and eat more [kidding!!] moral of the story, be yourself. be confident. be nice. hmm what else. don't judge a person by its cover.

anyway, ahhh still doing essay.. how long have i been saying i need to finish essay?? big sigh! so much good anime, movies; and so much hw. and michelle.. when are you gonna do some exercise!! eat and eat and eat!! and sleep. and repeat. gagagaga!

[별]

~ { 4/25/2007 03:42:00 pm }
wish upon the star;

20070421
1st pay!
back from work! so tired. headache actually. thanks to the nail salon smell.. the smell of heavy nail polish remover. can't remember what's the chemical called. was my 1st official work day today! ^^ and got my pay too! $50 a day. not sure whether i'm under paid or something but, hmm since i'm not doing much there and plus i'm still learning, don't expect to get heaps. what i've learned today, removing nail polish (left right left right left right down). the proper way of holding and applying nail polish and cutting cuticles. reach there at about 850-9? wah their business very good. the moment we've got ready, 9 sharp got customer arriving. (shop starts at 9) still overtime i think? boss got us each a large boost drink at the end of the day(some fruit shake drink). wah if i were to work everyday, reckon i'll slim down somedays.. cause when you work, ok when i work, no snacks, non chocolates, no luan luan chi, plus only ate half what i normally had for dinner (and i don't eat much for dinner. 1/3 lunch box share?) end of the day, she giving out pay. i'm like, can't be, today's like my 1st day working. gave me 55 at first. 50 for work 5 for transport. i'm like thinking.. they got me to work in the morning, after work, there's tong pang home.. but hey, at least i've save 1h30min transport fee.. dame long journey. then went back to shop again cause forgot my jacket. she took the $5 back and gave me $20 saying rest's for bonus on thursday (went there to see what's the business about. hey but i've stayed for 6hs) so earned $70 today! ^^ could survive for a mth if i'm thrifty. gagagagaa! school in 2 days! gosh! hw haven started yet. and i'm hell tried. restless. sloppy. someone help!!! mic mic 加油加油加油!! 冲啊！！

~ { 4/21/2007 10:04:00 pm }
wish upon the star;

20070418
failed my driving
back from driving test. had an instant fail.. -.- not even 5 mins. -.- didn't see one car coming so the assessor has to brake for me. and failed! the moment he break, haven realized there's a car coming still. he's dame sharp. even did timing for me "that car's gonna take 2 sec from here to here, you're gonna take more than 2s from here to there" was driving pretty good this morning.. it's only up till whereby we're reaching the licensing center. 1st bad omen, was gonna reverse park then one car stole me parking. my instructor and a small quarrel and swearing with those people.. that's pretty scary especially 5 mins before your test. so parked.. yea head to the assessor.. ahhh! come out from parking turn here and there then instant fail.. very fast! waste my money.. sadded. ate loads of chocolate and ice cream. the best thing about them is they're always there and whether you're in good or bad mood. it makes you happier. and plus,it's not obvious whether you're happy or not. and off to gaming now! and breaks from driving.. and i'm sorry ma ma, wasted so much of your time and $$. i'll do better the next time!!

~ { 4/18/2007 11:50:00 am }
wish upon the star;

20070417
driving assessment tomorrow!
fingers and toes are freezing now. why? cause it's driving assessment tomorrow, and i'm freaking nervous. it's like piano test. the day before where you kept practicing and practicing. but the difference is, there's piano to practice all you want but no car to practice the whole day. and driving is tiring. i remember before piano test, was all confident and bla bla. but when in the room with the examiner, finger's trembling like hell! just imagine my feet turns jelly tomorrow.. bang! CHOY touch wood cross fingers. ate chocolate and ice cream to ease my nerves. well partly an excuse to eat since just recovered for 2 weeks of cough* mind's in a mess now. ahhhhhh!! nerves breakdown!! no!! ah ma ah gong bless me road clear clear tomorrow. hmm assessor nice nice pls!!! and i remember all my rules!! ahhhhhhhhh!! oh today's practice. like shit.. stalled the car a few times (which shouldn't be happening at this stage) and parking need to fixed and what? park slightly far from the kerb! ahhhhhh! he's like if you don't do this and that, do this and that, chanced of passing a fairly high. -.- dame dame. people bless me! GOGO MIC!! go go 加油！！你行的！

~ { 4/17/2007 06:21:00 pm }
wish upon the star;
dame dame
dammit! feeling all emotional again! probably it's talking to jiejie. she always make me open up and talk to her more than i usually do to mommy. but was already in bad mood before.dame!! hate feeling emotional.feels as if i'm whining or weak. bloody weakling. bloody aussie.or maybe i'm too fortunate and greedy not to see how fortunate i am and demand for more quality time alone there. or back to sg because i can used my time as i wish. talking jie always make me miss sg hell lot more. but the thing is.. am i happy back in sg? but i'm not happy here either. so must well go back sg right?! but i need to finish my bloody schooling here. so all mommy's children can go Uni and wear the square hat so she can take family pictures and flaunt it. well at least it's something to flaunt about.proud of her children.cool. but the process. dame fucking hard and miserable. sista said, the sign of maturity is doing something you know it's right whereby it isn't something you like.and i bloody hell don't like any bit what i'm doing now and i feel fucking whiny which is hell immature. something to motivates me is the fact that she said, if i study really hard. get good grades, maybe NUS might accept me.that's hell alot of motivation. just hope i get started..

people, just think how fortunate you are for not needing to lose everything in one shot for something else and be contented with what you have. where you though life's perfect and then then plunge that perfection life of yours and being pushed into pile of shit. at least you don't have to lose everything at one shot. accept things you cannot, not able to withstand. something over your limit. someone to hellish your life when you're already at the peak to hell. well maybe i'm exaggerating but still life's isn't always getting what you want.and i'm going to work soon. finally. i don't have to stretch my freaking hands for money. it makes me feel useless and worthless. i'm 19 and i cant even pay for my own stuff. i need others' help. gotta see their attitude, their mood.

i want to get a laptop.so i don't have to share with her* maybe because i'm just selfish or impatient.i'm sorry but i can't help it. i want a camera. so i can capture my emotions at times. so i can capture my life when i'm aware of it. i don't want to be alone.. so that i don't have to think and write stuff like this. but i want to be alone. so that i don't get pissed and annoyed. i'm sorry i don't mean to lose my temper every now and then. but i'm sorry i can't help getting annoyed and short tempered. i sorry to be mean at you even though i know you did your best.. for that i expect you to be understanding when i'm not. I'm sorry.

~ { 4/17/2007 12:31:00 am }
wish upon the star;

20070414
jiejie's solemnization
CONGRATULATION TO JIE JIE AND SHERMAN ON YOUR SOLEMNIZATION! alright don't think they can see from here but, hey people out there!! i'm sharing this wonderful news with you guys!! everything's cool except for the fact that me and mom can't go back to see her marry off.. and the fact that i've to share my jie jie now. ahhh!!! so emotional!! she so cute, called and said "mei mei. i'm married." kekekek so funny! will up date more photos when i get them!! lots of love and blessing to them both!! ^^

~ { 4/14/2007 08:12:00 pm }
wish upon the star;

20070413
rio tinto and ice skating
wah!! tired tired! went out like the whole day today! geez.. no stamina already. went out from like 8am to hmm 1030pm today?? went 2 places. rio tinto: a steel manufacturing area and ice skating. hmm holiday now and been sick even since the 2 days before holiday.. super sian!! and got so much essay to write.. if you're full of motivation, seeing the question makes you lose all your motivation.. that's how sad it is. and accounting, 6 practical question. and 6 pages of theory work.. how nice ms agony (agonie) is.. -.-

rio tinto
the company we went was called HIsmelt (High Intensity Smelting) where you know they basically does the making of steel and recently export 6 b tonnes of iron ore or ore to china for the 2008 Beijing Olympic. left curtin at 9 to the site. spent the 1st 2 hours listening to the presentation (which include our short 10 mins morning break) and career opportunities and people sharing telling us to get out of our comfort zone? and yea describe about the place, how things work, why are they currently standing as one of the top producer of steels and stuff. wasn't too interesting since i'm not really keen with steel making but not too bad cause they talk about marketing stuff too. a little bit.
followed by lunch. they had BBQ (sausage rolls) so obviously i can't eat and so thanks to the smart nature of mine, prepared a sandwich there. yum! after lunch, comes the exciting part. 3 activities! basically that's getting out of our comfort zone, mixing with people we hardly talk to and stuff, and work together. though was gonna be bad but turn out pretty well. instead of me isolating myself, i was pretty outspoken today! ^^ happy. made me realize i could communicate with others too.. i mean i'm not that bad at communicating with others. anyway yea, games pretty hard to describe so shall skip that part. our grope came in last. well really last cause we stuffed up with our 1st section, others went really well other than the last one where we assemble pips and stuff. a tini mini mistake and got ourselves disqualified. so lucky other group got disqualified too so we aren't the last one. kee made the whole group feel better. was tiring but was fun!! ^^
okie, back to the room for more talks. hmm more understanding of career opportunities and yea end of talk. got souvenirs and headed to check out the site. cause they didn't have equipment and stuff, we can't actually walk around so just stayed in bus and had a small tour around then headed back to curtin.

to ice skating
on our way there, figure out my smart rider card (it's like ez-link) i got ripped of sooo many times till freaking pissed! charged junny 50c and my 1.19!! so many time. so went to check and what? mind's the standard card.not student. that bloody 1st guys like oh you have to go back to school and asked them to change a new one for you. so while filling up the multi rider card, asked another man. he's better. told me that's standard one and helped me changed it back and topped up at the same time. just a button (remember what that bloody 1st man said!) so cool soo went to mirrabooka (ice skating area) reached 35-45 mins later. no charged for my card ^^ finally solved! went Mac for dinner. freaking hungry. ordered small fries and that person gave me share for like a medium one. ^^ nice. was suppose to order a sundae chocolate too but stupid machine out of order. finished our food.. still craving for my sundae so walked alll the way to hungry jacks just to get the ice cream wahahah! dame shoke.. cold weather. cloudless night. eating ice cream. heaven!
alright.. 7.30 well before that, mishi and the rest was suppose to reach.. they're late -.- anyway got there so went in. ahhh know what's cool? ice skating ring really cold!! you smoke when you breath out!! cool!! but the ring's lumpy.. tired and suan.. -.- tin that guy MIA.. was suppose to come and fetch tony but MIA, couldn't contact him. at all! so heck!! wahh!! so cool and nice!! bigger than the one in sg if remember correctly.. but.. i still miss sg one.. ^^ i got bullied!! they kept throwing ice at me.. and tried to stuff ice into my jeans! so mean!! and tony almost broke my thumb! well fractured a little.. wasn't too bad. like those during vball training.. ahh remind me those those good old days.. finished at 10. waited for like 15 mins?? for yaojun's dad. picked up and sent us back home.. and now i'm all tired and leg super suan.. ahhh driving tomorrow..... and it's jiejie's solemnization tomorrow. CONGRATS JIE JIE!! and SHERMAN!

michelles!!

~ { 4/13/2007 11:47:00 pm }
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