20061030

my first poem

had a good though about me future.. sort of told kor kor and mom what's my plan.. suddenly realize i'm getting to the age where i can't rely on my parents anymore, i might even had to survive without their aid. and have to face the world, the people myself.. there's so much to learn so little time.. so many wants yet so little dedication to it..
nothing much to do during tourism and always wanted to write a poem.. so this's my 1st try!! reckon it's kinda crappy.. -.- but at least there's a start uh. never know one day i might be a famous poet!!

In the world of salutation
The sudden appearance of thee
Baffled the recluse me

The shallow and selfishness of thee at times
Made me looked deeper at the mask
The mask that I've been wearing ever since

Again I often asked
Who's willing to look revolting
Where they could look beautiful

Even since when I often asked
Since the time I started looking
Looking at the unsightly all around us

Wondering all the time
Questioning all the time
Hoping all the time

Thou see with pleasure
I see with jealousy
Jealousy that thwart imminent

Past that haunt and retain
Past that hinder the present
Past shall bygone

Stumbling blocks we've come across
Countless of barriers that often made us hold back
Made me realize nothing’s impossible

The affection that ease my abhorrence
Affection that encourage me to trust
To believe and to love

~ { 10/30/2006 02:31:00 pm }
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20061028

password from blog

password for blog! pretty exciting uh! like gonna revile something secretive in those movies.. anway, you're the lucky ones that read this blog! cause you're the one that i like!! kekek!! anway, *she asked me to mention her name* it's geraldine whom helped me create the password thingy.. so thank you geral!! =) hmm so many things happened again.. both good and bad. but i'm positive that i'll get through it!! right everyone?! =) oh and i've no idea why i'm soo addicited to strawberries now and then.. kept eating!! strawberries here are so big and juicy! YUM!! and been snacking sooo much.. think i'm starting to feel those layers of fats all over me!!!!! >.< *sometimes, i may exaggerate.keke) ahh exams coming.. meaning i've gotta hurry no all my assignment before the last day of school and at the same time doin revision... so sad!!!

~ { 10/28/2006 04:33:00 pm }
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20061027

yr 12 graduation

hmm was in astpect tourism period trying to upload the toopid blog however due to several connectivity down, so didn't manage to. never the less, i manage to drag myself to finish today's blog. was yr 12 graduation today.. made me recalled my secondary school graduation.. sadded.. all those memories that flooded through my mind. friends and teachers i've missed. sigh. time really flies uh.. it seems we've just step out of sqs walking to the bus stop cheering what to do after o level and now it's almost a yr after graduation. hmm few things happened today. example gosh, lol. during non tee english lesson. when ms curtis's out for i dunno what reason, our class super irritating boy (short form Tom. the one i've mention being worst than ct) was playing with his basketball, bouncing against the blackboard. so ohma asked him to rebound the ball back to him, and when he did that, ohma threw the ball against the blackboard towards Tom and tom hit the ball fly high (like cricket in indoor) and hit the fan! whaha! of course broke one of the fan's wing. lol dame funny, seeing them panic and trying to hide the broken wing.. lol of course our innocent and nice ms curtis didn't notice it.. (oh because of that incident, they turn off the fan resulting me have a hot day in that room!! *hump!) oh! did i mention Tom hide the broken wing in his big bag?! freaking hilarious at that point of time. hmm what else happened today.. accounting? demanding as usual.. then after that, walked home with yaojun and rest, oh went mishi's house to get the usb cable 1st. her mom gave us fat choy and broccoli.. really hot today.. and went woolis got some sweets and chocolate!! (arggh told ya i'm a chocoholic) and and ate yogurt for lunch with Boost chocolate as dessert wahahah!!! (got something for you eileen ^^ if you don't find me cheap enough. it'll gonna be your birthday present!! whaahahah!it's just something i though you Might like..when i saw it) anway, i'm still reading manga!! gosh!! gotta start studying!! >.<>.<>

~ { 10/27/2006 05:21:00 pm }
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20061026

english

BIG SIGH!! english again.. it's 2330 and it's still english.. just finish a part of my recording thingy.. been doing that since last term. (abt 1-2 mth).. sigh sigh sigh.. reckon i'm really unlucky.. it's normal for someone to lose something once.. but 3rd time, 4th times?! not reallylose my recording (btw it's 10 mins recording..it's really long for an assignment!), my bits and pieces of voices's always missing. especially kelly's part. she's really unlucky to be one of my interviewee. anyway other eng classes only have to do for like 3-5 mins of recording and do not have to upload onto web UNLIKE US!! we've gotta do more work than them! NOT FAIR! and poor kelly.. have to kept helping me recording her part cause i kept losing them.. (and i still used to bitch abt her making me do all the work.. sigh.. feeling guitly) though i normally do all the work, she's really nice and try to do her best. so i guess she's not that bad after all.. aza aza kelly! and and, gotta record her part again tomorrow during session 3.. and gotta do it again!!! i'm soo scare..suppose to hand it in by this week.. last week i think.. and and, i'm gonna do my film draft now.. sigh.. why is there soooo much eng!!! and i'm gonna fail my other tests........!!!! ahhhhhh!!!! help!! help! nono aza aza fighting!! fight fight fight! fighter mic!! CHARGED!!!!!!

~ { 10/26/2006 11:35:00 pm }
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knocking on heavens door

(knocking on heavens door)

Mama, take this badge off of me
I can't use it anymore.
It's gettin' dark, too dark for me to see
I feel like I'm knockin' on heaven's door.

Knock, knock, knockin' on heaven's door
Knock, knock, knockin' on heaven's door
Knock, knock, knockin' on heaven's door
Knock, knock, knockin' on heaven's door

Mama, put my guns in the ground
I can't shoot them anymore.That long black cloud is comin' down
I feel like I'm knockin' on heaven's door.

Knock, knock, knockin' on heaven's door
Knock, knock, knockin' on heaven's door
Knock, knock, knockin' on heaven's door
Knock, knock, knockin' on heaven's door

if i continue reading manga, heaven's door definately open and welcome me.. anway, i seriously don't have the exam mood. thinking in 2 more weeks, so many people's coming, and and i'm going back in 30 more days, how am i suppose to calm down and study?! and might have a real cool job in sg for me!! (of course cool job meaning something gotta do with food i love!! YUM!) mommy made vegetarian chicken rice today.. lol daddy's soo happie! he love chicken rice.. glad they're still loving though they always quarrel.. for example now! bickering over what to buy!! sadded (jie jie hate when i said sadded cause there's so such word!! kekeke!)
fight fight fight!! fighter mic!!

~ { 10/26/2006 06:44:00 pm }
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20061025

why does it seems that i see birthday this and birthday that every where!? anyway, sort of got over the fact i'm celebrating my birthday here.. might be treating daddy and mommy dinner or something if i'm financial stable (money seems to be depleting even though i'm not spending these days.. -.-). and the fact that sis told me she once spent her birthday having O level chemistry practical and reminded me that bro spent his birthday mostly during exams or ns overseas training (probably digging trenches), so reckon that's we siblings' faith..!! lol! suddenly miss seeing them.. anway, today during non tee eng lesson (double period today, meaning 2hs). spent my sweet freaking 2hs working on 4 character chart! 3 actually cause i finished 1 the last lesson. 2 faging hours! spent my time mostly lazing around.. looking if there's any amusing stuffs. to my surprise, my non tee class, consist of school worst (he's worst than CT. thank god he doesn't dare make fun of me) and other annoying's doing their work. well not really doing their work but not as noisy compared to the previous few lessons. was hell flabbergasted. then there was this pang coming from me.. this's the last yr with them, well last 2 week. and i might not see them anymore, though they're really irritating at times, they're really intresting bunch. you see all sort of people in the class. from really annoying, nosiy to quiet and studious (i'm one of them. can't believe it uh -.- i can't either) anyway, i'm graduating yr 11 soon. one more year of yr 12 and then off to Uni!! by then, i can fulfil daddy's mommy's jiejie's korkor's(not sure abt him. but i guess he'll be happy when i get into Uni) hope. mommy's kept telling me how she earnt too see all her children wearing graduation hat. i guess she meant how she wish i could wear one since jiejie already wore 3 times.. haha always told mommy. thank god you didn't give birth to another cause if you do, 1st (sis) goes special, 2nd (bro) goes express, 3rd (me) goes N.A and 4th would probably go N.T. and 1st master degree, 2nd manage to struggle through Uni 3rd hoping and trying to get into Uni and 4th wish to go Uni.. cause 1st took all mommy's smartness, 2nd left with a little, 3rd only has a scrap and 4th left with nothing.. whaha that's our family lame joke! i know it's lame.. but that's what older generation does.. cause bascailly we've got nothing to talk to them about!! OMG exams like 9 days away!! ashi dame! and i'm still wasting my precious time that flies like nobody's business!!! kekeke fight fight fight!! fighter mic!!

~ { 10/25/2006 06:02:00 pm }
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20061024

moon river

well shall update abt me a little.. hmm exams coming in 1 and half weeks time. eng 2B on mon 6 Nov (thank god i don't have to do eng 1D as well. an eng paper's 3h 10 mins long!), intro cal on tuesday 7 Nov(reckon i'll fail that >.<), accounting on wed 8 Nov (hope i'll A that!!), and economic on mon 13 Nov (sweet. a day after my birthday). anyway, would definately be busy that few weeks and continue... hmm 11 Nov, aunty may and uncle jack's coming, mu tang on the 13th, sydney and ah ma on the 15th (mom's kinda sad. gotta run to and fro from airport.. her precious petrol!! kekeke) and rest of the fuo tang people on i think 17th Nov.. cause 18th's the "opening ceremony of our fou tang" and my parents just settled the 'fou zhou' however really busy with their business thing. hope everthing goes well for them. we as well of course! anyway, did i mention after that econs paper's holiday?! 13th Nov's the last day of school and last day of yr 11!! till feb!! and there'll be NO, i'll repeat again, NO hw!! whahahaha!!!! and and uncle anthony and fanilys' coming to visit us on the 25th (i think) of Nov!! so busy!! and gonna catch up (go mishi's house watch as much korean movies as possible!! wahahah!!) about me these days.. hmm no mood swings, nothing much to be happy with.. so i guess there's nothing really interesting abt me currently.. oh btw, wore my lucky ring (into a necklace) these days again.. made a spell on it.. cause it's from daddy (though it doesn't really make sense and there's a long story behind the ring) it's kinda special. maybe because it's my 1st ring.. and if i believe in it.. it shall bring me luck. right?! oh detox today.. as usual, can't last the whole day.. sigh.. how am i going to lost weight?! and marathon run nearer, with the killer heat and sun ray and the poor feet of mine (kept using my feet as an excuse) how am i suppose to complete the race!!?!?!?! oh there's something i forgot to mention! gotta complain again.. that stupid radio, the audacity kept hanging, and i've lost my file again and it's a must to hand in by this week! wahaha so suay!! thank god people i interview's nice.. willing to record for my again.. (refering to johnson.. not sure abt kelly.. her voice's nicest among us!!) ayway, there's accounting test tomorrow and intro cal (natural log and intergration.. sure die!!) on friday (hopfully cause might be eariler dur to yr 12 graduation on friday..) wahahah!!!!! i'm soooooo ___________ (what shall descride me?!)

anyway, this crap. just a song i like..
(Moon River)

Moon river, wider than a mile
I'm crossing you in style some day
Oh, dream maker, you heart breaker
Wherever you're goin', I'm goin' your way

Two drifters, off to see the world
There's such a lot of world to see
We're after the same rainbow's end, waitin' 'round the bend
My huckleberry friend, moon river, and me

(moon river, wider than a mile)
(I'm crossin' you in style some day)
Oh, dream maker, you heart breaker
Wherever you're goin', I'm goin' your way

Two drifters, off to see the world
There's such a lot of world to see
We're after that same rainbow's end, waitin' 'round the bend
My huckleberry friend, moon river, and me

~ { 10/24/2006 08:58:00 pm }
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some werid facts about me

okie. special delication to eileen whom mention i'm always vending anger on my blog.

some factors about me (i think):
1. (favourtie! haha) one of the places that inspire me the most is my house's toilet
2. i prefer using fork to eat than spoon (though spoon's easier)
3. i'll start looking for food every 3-5 mins when studying
4. i can't study without any food (not when i'm dame, super at my peak studying mood)
5. i'll get obessed with something easily (especiall movies and manga)
6. realised that eating vanilia ice cream with milk taste pretty good (and always helps with my bowel system. kekeke)
7. i'll get annoyed real easy though i don't often show
8. reckon i'm pretty racist even though i don't like that fact of racism
9. i love being loved!!
10. because i like the no 10. i'm gonna stop at no 10!! wahaha!!! (this show's how lame i am ._.)

~ { 10/24/2006 09:35:00 am }
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20061020

angry!! so unlucky!!

i've been really really really really incrediably unlucky these few days.. 1st i've lost my english assignment, i spent almost 1 month preparing, and combinding all those stuffs together, having headach over it and if i don't hand it in i'll get zero and chanced of graduating next yr is v v v super slim (it's dame english!). 2nd i've lost my tourism assignment as well which is due next week. dame, have so much pride in that letter writting thingy and now i've gotta re do again.. 3rd is this freaking computer being soo slow (more like the freaking wireless always get d/c) 4th, i can't find all my summer clothes meaning most of my clothes. (including all my new clothes i bought this and last yr, my $100+ levis skirt, fbt, nike short!!) and all i left now is those clothes i've brought back to sg (2 weeks trip and i even left some back there) and plus other winter clothes (which is impossble to wear with the weather here) 5th, the weather here's bloody sickening.. cold in the morning, and bloody hot (you could fry an egg) during noon time. 6th i've got sooo much hw, this week inclusive of english segment (re-do the radio segment and the new task - flim segment [that's for 2B eng] and gotta write script [for eng 1D]. and accounting, have to start making notes which is boooh loads! stacks! and only got 7.1/10 for the last test! yaojun got 8.7! dame, sick wasn't a good reason to get those results! and math, i'm soo far back. don't even understand most of the thing. all i do is follow blindly with the teacher.. and what else, econs, wb hw, when's the last time i did those, and my notes, all not complete. ahhh!! what's wrong with my life!! and driving.. i can't park!! how am i suppose to get my license!! ah ah ah ah ah!! help help help! and i'm soo tired.. and i eat so much.. soo vexed! vent my anger on good again! stop me pls!! i'm gaining soo much weight. and the stupid feet haven heal. can't run.. can't train for my marathon run.. and the weather, how am i suppose to run? if i run, chances of getting heat stroke's soo high!! OMG!!! i'm so messed up!!! oh, but there's one thing that's worth waiting for. that is we just finish out term 3 holiday, and this week of school and 2 more weeks of schooling (of course there's tests during this 2 weeks) and another 2 weeks of exam (exam period.only go to school when you've got exam on that day) and that's summer holiday! 2 freaking mths of holiday without any hw!! i repeat. no hw!! no assignment!! YEAH!! fight fight fight!! fighter mic!!

~ { 10/20/2006 09:05:00 pm }
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20061014

CH happy birthday

specially delicated to Poh Chun How =) (po kiki) HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!^^ loads of loves and blessings.. smile always!!

~ { 10/14/2006 02:20:00 pm }
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20061013

thick skin me ^^

i can't help it but kept asking jie jie to get my birthday present!! keke!! know it's a little think skin keke but can't helped it.. she's gonna get me a watch (either puma 15C or nike merge. wah cool!)supposingly momo should get me a watch 2 yrs beack (cause due to the wear and tear of my precious nike watch that's been with my for hmm 4yrs??) thought belts apart, still keeping it. my 1st nice nice watch!! anyway since jiejie's gonna get my a watch, shall think of what momo should get me.plus she didn't even get me a cake last yr, shall think of something kekekekeke..(*evil grin). but this yr can't treat my family dinner..gotta come here study, spoiled my yearly routine..(>.<) too bad for them then.. but should at least get something nice for mommy.. anyway i'm baking my own cake..so suppose it's counted as treating daddy and mommy??! keke i'm so cheapskate!! ^^
oh btw, forgot to mention how cute my sister's..^^ send me a text this afternoon. "I got u these pooh stickers w your name on it.. Quite cute!" isn't she cute?! plus doing my econs assignment now..haha think she's helping my think most of the work and editing.. how nice she is right?! plus she said if i save enough $$, we can have a short hoilday overseas!!(and she'll pay half of my share) ^^ and and, when i dye and cut hair, mommy shall pay half she and me quarter (she suggested it). i'm soo blissful to have such and sweet cute nice nice jie jie!! LOVE LOVE!! <3>
after seeing eileen's and KT's note to the Lans, had a little reflection.. realised i know so little about them.. how bad of me..!! so when go back sg, gotta make effort, understand them more!! ^^ keke! awww how i miss my Lan family.. miss loads of people too!!
*note to KT: as you've said i'm not easily being persuaded.. and i've decided not to reconcil and mention they're out of my life for good. so don't ever mention about reconcil, them or whatever okie. they bring my more pain than good.. though i'm being selfish..let me be okie?! so i can give you all my love!!<3

FIGHTING MIC MIC!! FIGHTER MIC!! ^^
my future lan family portrait

~ { 10/13/2006 08:28:00 pm }
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20061012

looking on the brighter side.

^^ i'm gonna look on the bright side and be like the old mic from today onwards!!(*i'll try) after reading eileen's blog. really touching!! (well to me it's really touching) make me feel so silly..keke i'm always telling others to be happy, smile, don't think too much and i'm always the one ignoring what i said we should do. silly michelle. anyway, her blog's so touching!with the *from the moment* blog song..wahh!! can feel the love love ^^ so decided to change my blog song *moonriver* (supposingly to be a sad but happy ending song) to *close to you*!! i'm gonna follow you guys all my life understand. oh, and after reading her blog, i've decided not the mad michelle and michelle that always close herself from others..i'll try to be open to you guys. cause you guys's my lovely lan family right? like what eileen said.though not close to the other, though don't understand each other well, though hardly spent loads of time together. though always quaralling. though and loads of though... however, without any single you, without any single lan family.. i wouldn't be me.. i would be a different person.. everyone of us make, fit into a different role in this family..everyone's different..!! that's what makes us so special..to me =) you guys are all special to me understand? though i might me werid and weird or stubborn or annoying at times.. you guys gotta stick with me too okie?! keke. cause i promise, i'll never forget you guys.. i'll never hate you guys.. i'll never love you guys any less..cause we're a family.. like real family.. doesn't love each other because there's any advantages to gain. love each other simply becase we're we.. we don't hid..we show our good and bad sides.. we've no motives being a family.. =) eileen ah..keke you've enlighten me again.. =) thank you.. and yi mei. thank you for going to ch and wm's birthday.. don't isolate yourself.. you're being loved much more than you've realized.. you're not alone.just learn to stretch out you hands to the others. and don't always linger over the past. i'll too, will not let my past hinder my present.. you know, when god close the door you're walking, he always open another door.. so =) okie?! ahh what else.. yup yup!! i've decided to share my blog too! who shall i start with? of course the lan family!! kekekek!!!!! FIGHT FIGHT MIC MIC!! FIGHTER MIC!! KEKEK!!
*the only way you guys can help me get though the loneliness here, is to constantly update me all those funs you guys had together.. and of course photos too!! so i can erase my loneliness with you guys laughters and fun!! =) anway this's our lovely lan family portrate!!

~ { 10/12/2006 03:49:00 pm }
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20061010

hmm back to normal i hope =P

wasn't sure what's with me back the other days.. maybe just hmm moody or mood swing.. whatever.. but think i'm better now.. and for the trip back, think stay till early to mid jan cause sydney need to take her driving test and i've got chalet then!! keke. miss those days.. and so many people's birthday coming soon!! all turing 18 soon! haha. though we've grown up, growing up.. but it's kinda scary..those things waiting for you infront.. you don't know what will happen.. just gotta go along the flow.. scary uh..hope everyone, everything turn out fine.. hope.. ahh MICHELLE!! TIME TO LOSE SOME WEIGHT AND TIME TO STUDY!! EXAM'S COMING!!!! ARGGHH!! FIGHT FIGHT FIGHTER MIC MIC!!!!

~ { 10/10/2006 06:13:00 pm }
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20061008

reflection time again..

hmm celebrated lunar festival yesterday.. had loads of fun yesterday especially when you join in the fun instead of keeping yourself.. plus got my friends along too (they're so sociable. so unlike me. got along with others really fast!) anyway, reckon the best part was walking around the area carrying lanten. so pretty. cause it's really dark here whilst there's so many different lantens all lit up! so pretty, with the huge round bright moon and those laughters from the kids. nice things doesn't also happen, that's why it's only once a yr. anyway, played games too. haha my team got the last, cause we've got more grown up kids whereby other team has little kids (3-8) where all those adults cheated for them!! of course they won, but we lost gracefully (*can't think of the right word now). anyway, about the trip back to sg. not sure whether i'll be staying till Jan. of course gotta go back cause kor kor's getting married and i've got my marathon run. but other than that, are all my personal reasons. today when fumosa with daddy and mommy cause they're gonna discuss business stuffs with mr wong(the boss of fumosa). and on the spot, he asked if i'm interested working for them. of course i'm delighted! as i don't get allowance from my parents, it's a good opportunity to earn money. so i'm now currently on their waiting list. however, he said it would most probably be during dec cause it would be busy then but what about sg! he said, what's the point wasting so much time in sg, must well work here and earn money. what he says not totally wrong. but that's because he's not in my position where friends i'm attached to are there. however, what's bothering me is.. is what i'm doing worth it? doesn't it matter the others if i do other wise? people might says it's alright get used to the loneliness and stuffs. but that's not it. imagine after 4 yrs. when i finish studying.. people asked you go back. so they can see you once again. but then, how much time do you spend with time. what's is your real, main purpose. to see them or to survive. i dunno.. and how many friends do you have when you go back.. 4 yrs.. not really that long. but people do change during this 4 yrs.. as well as feelings.. i don't have the confidence i'll the like what i am now.. cause i'm really scare.. what sg friends doing making worried.. when you talk to them, you gotta make effort to. though it's the same towards friends here.. but they are people you know for ages.. and what's scary is you don't know what they're thinking.. how they feel about you.. how much they're said are true and how much are mend to be said (the proper things they should say), i sorry if i think this way and it's annoying but i can't help it.. i dunno if i'm too sensitive or it's because i'm thinking too much.. but it seriously can't be helped.. i can't wait to see my friends.. but there's so many buts.. but at the same times i'm afraid to see them.. would all my friendship be like daffodil lee?? i wonder what's she thinking now? i'm so stupid.. maybe i shouldn't have care, bother so much about yi mei, should have just let her so what she wants since i'm just another friends of hers that couldn't be by her side.. maybe she's just lonely..that's why she wants to reconcile with daffodil lee.. like what DL said. i'm not with them so i don't have to right to give any comment or say anything. and what she said, "it's all your fault" might be right too. since i'm the one that started commending when listening to a person's point of view but of course with my own feeling and point of view.. or maybe like what Marilyn ang said, i'm just jealous.. but how can you not be any jealous where where you know nothing about your friends anymore.. when others having fun, you wonder if anyone remembers you.. i tried so hard.. to keep in touch with everyone.. i get tried too guys.. i'm just another normal human that gets jealous at times, lonely occasionally, tired constantly, busy with my work too like you guys.. so why are things gonna be like that? things never, Never goes the way i want it to be.. not once.. everytime i reckon i'm happy with my life, something gotta pop out and destroy it..destroy me. argghhhh!!!! fufufufufufufufu!!!!!

~ { 10/08/2006 09:51:00 pm }
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20061005

abt yi mei

Hmm gonna try again. This time get a back up. I wrote twice and this stupid blog lost most of my entry (what I've mention) again! Dame! Forgot what I wrote just now. Something think like erm, been away too long that I'm soo far behind now.. anyway, was talking to ym just now. She pissed me again! Always, everytime she comes online, sure has something gotta do with stressed, being vexed. I don't mind listening to all those stuffs. But this time, she said she wanns reconcile with daffodil lee!! Dame fook her!! and i still drew a picture of us wanna give her. forget it! Of all, this time.. why?? After all those betraying, insulting, crying because of her, she put down her backbone and said this to me! all because of that person! How can I tell she that she once said doesn't like to go out with you because she looked down on you, because you're not "as skinny" as her! Wake up wake up!! You're not living in a world of your own!! You're 18!! You don't need to live without anyone!! OMG! You're not the worst in this world. There are more people who are in worst condition than you are! Sigh. Aren't you contented with what you have now? At least you're not alone.. you can see, go out, have fun. Isn't those enough? if you decide, she's important to you. then god bless the both of you. i want nothing gotta do with them. nothing!

~ { 10/05/2006 04:55:00 pm }
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20061003

holy shit! after i finish all my today's entry for the past few days and the whole thing just went missing!! everything's soo F*** up!! argghh!! just don't think too much michelle.. you've been thinking too much.. you're tired.. take a break. go do your work!! you read too much manga.. you're becoming comical.. you gotta stop.. okie.. i finish some 1sst... and then i've gotta get started with my assignment.. if you don't get started, you'll fail you know!!!!! sigh!!!!! why like that!! stupid blog!! after i finish my entry and you lost 9/10 leaving 1/10!!!! dame you!! argghh!!

~ { 10/03/2006 11:01:00 pm }
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