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20060812

Where's my friends?
Had a glance through my previous mails. Mails I'd receive since the day I came here. Mails sent by my good friends. But it's all different now. They'll have their own friends, things to do. No one bothers or lazy to put more effort to keep this relationship going. I guess physical and non physical makes a huge difference. Just like me and him. Used to be so close when I'm in sg. But since the day I came here.. our relationship start fading. Eventually ends. I don't want stuff like this to happen to me and my friends. But, they are so occupied. If not, it's they don't bother then. They don't send me mails anymore, don’t talk to me as much in msn as before. And plus our topic getting dryer and dryer. Daff for eg has a new bf and she's so in love with him till she can't be bothered with others things. [but at least she's planning of coming to visit me during nov]. Yi Mei has her problems (new friends and maybe studies at times). Eileen found a new bunch of good friends and is all occupied. And even close to them. KT's, busy with him own projects and stuffs. If I'm gonna look for him this time again to talk to, I'll be a really annoying and insensitive. Feeling so empty now. So I guess losing them all at once doesn't make me feel more empty. But, however, I'll still try my v best to keep our friendship going. If I'll just give up like that, I'll be such a loser and I don't want to be a loser!! Nono!! I and won't let the fact that I lose all my friends because I'm not in sg and because I came here and argghh!! I don't let this happened!!! Not when I'm still breathing! F*** IT!

~ { 8/12/2006 06:03:00 pm }
wish upon the star;